recognizing the moment.

Setting the difference between what you do, and what those around you do.

It takes more of yourself to take ownership of who you are and what you do. So when times are good you should reciprocate, as best you can, how you feel into your work, or those around you. When things happen that aren't good... I have to internalize it. I have to over think everything in my head and get it out of my system, so to speak. Move on and be positive as best and as fast as you can. You can't bring the energy down around you or productivity or overall production value will fall.

It works. I'm feeling better about today. The image of a performer clumping to a pile on the ground on stage because a flying winch brake broke is fresh in my head and still bothering me. However; because our performer was already kneeling towards the ground in her final flying position, her descent to a pile however unexpected, did not hurt her. Also, according to our technical director; this is an issue with the nodes in the controller box. Nothing we could have done, seen, or inspected would have stopped this from happening.

Lucky stars will be counted when i can see them through this light pollution, or when i stay up a little later and head to the geocaching secret spot i found today. either way. still glad to be here in Hershey. the sweetest place on earth...

best of luck and peace n love
-drewfus

hershey love

I figured out that i don't want to pursue my wants and desires.


Someone has to need me...